:(

Today I am rather home sick. I would like to see my family and friends. It as been almost two months that I have been here - and there are only so many times I can call Matty just to hear a friendly voice without his girlfriend thinking I am annoying. (Although, now he will call me to have a beer together when he works late.) Last night I went to a home group with a girl I met a Church. It was a nice night, but I was so nervous the entire night, I was sick to my stomach. Why am I so shy lately? That isn't me. I am usually the outgoing one; the one that is always encouraging people to try new things. It is overflowing into work and my position is all about your personality. GRRRR!!! I need to shake it (like a polaroid picture! haha). I need to not be a turkey anymore. I moved here to get my life back - and I need to keep on that track.

Alright - so i miss my friends. I could be worse. I need to just be me. Oh, and I have already called Matty today! I am such a dork.

back to work.